HEAVY METAL MIRACLES
PART 2
CHAPTER 11
DREW
TASTE AND SEE THAT THE LORD IS GOOD; BLESSED IS THE ONE WHO TAKES REFUGE IN HIM (Psalm 34:8)
“On second thought, maybe you should stay awhile longer,” I heard Nancy say with a sultry tone.
“Maybe you’re right,” my brother replied cooly.
Then I heard more shuffling and low moans. What was going on? Was Nancy making out with Jerry? What happened to her fear of intimacy? What about her and me?
“What about Drew?” Jerry asked.
“Like I said, as much as I love and admire him, we’re no good for each other. Last night proved it. I had never admired and respected him more. But it also convinced me that I could never be the woman he needs.”
“But thinking I was Drew, you asked me to kiss you.”
“Yes I did. Who knows or understands the human heart?”
“It’s deceitful above all things and desperately wicked.” (Jeremiah 17:9)
“Now you sound like Drew,” she giggled.
“Speaking of sound, I wouldn’t have kissed you if I knew that you thought I was Drew.”
“That was, indeed, bizarre.”
“You should have seen the look on your face when you realized I wasn’t Drew and turned on the lamp. What gave it away?”
“When you started to get handsy. Drew made it clear he believes in waiting until marriage for sex. You obviously don’t.”
“No, I admit I am not a saint like Drew.”
“How come you don’t believe like he does? You come from the same family.”
“I just don’t buy into all that primitive Godliness stuff my family’s church sells. There’s a reason it’s called primitive. By the way, you said you want the peace Drew seems to have. After what you witnessed tonight, that doesn’t motivate you?”
“It’s not that simple. I just believe we do the best we can, and apparently Drew’s better at it than most of us.”
There was a moment of silence, then Jerry said, “Look, I should go.”
“I know you should, but please don’t go.”
“Nancy, put that back on!”
“Why, am I not beautiful enough for you?”
“No, you’re surprisingly stunning!”
More giggles from the least giggly girl I ever knew. “Why is it surprising?”
“Because you’re like, you know, a feminine guy.”
More giggles. “You sure know how to flatter a girl. Now let’s get you out of your clothes.”
“Nancy, we can’t betray Drew.”
“How are we betraying him? Am I his girlfriend?”
“I don’t know, are you?”
“Well, I’m a girl, and we’re friends, but I don’t really think I’m his girlfriend.” Giggles.
“You don’t really think? What’s that supposed to mean?”
“I don’t know. I guess we got this strange attraction, but then there’s this other side that makes our chemistry like oil and water.”
“We shouldn’t do this.”
“Then why aren’t you stopping me?” More giggles.
I could hear clothes shuffling, the smacking of mouths together, then the springs in the mattress creaking.
Then Nancy saying, “Jerry, I changed my mind.”
“What!”
“This is no good, we shouldn’t be doing this.”
“You have got to be kidding!”
“No I’m not!”
“Well I’m sorry, you took me too far to stop now.”
“Jerry, stop!”
“This is your fault. You should have stopped this before we shed our clothes, let alone climbed into bed.”
“Jerry, no, please!”
I raised my fist to pound on the door. Then something surreal happened. Nancy’s warm breath was on my ear as she shook my shoulder. “Drew.”
I bolted upright in my bed. With a full moon’s light streaming through my window, I made out Nancy’s shadowy silhouette. Apparently I had been dreaming! Actually having a nightmare is more accurate!
“Are you okay?” Nancy asked.
“Um, yeah,” I managed.
“You were making an awful groaning and moaning sound.”
My mind was still hazy from sleep and reeling from a very real seeming dream. “Is Jerry here?”
“Your brother?”
“Yeah, was he in your room?”
“No, I thought you said he was camping.”
Have you ever awoken from a bad dream, and then the realization that it hadn’t been real washes relief over you? The shower of relief I felt in that moment was so wonderful. “Thanks for waking me, Nancy.”
“Drew, were you having a bad dream?”
“Indeed I was.”
“What about?”
I felt a little embarrassed. I did not want to tell her I was nocturnally imagining she was getting it on with my brother. “You don’t want to know.”
“Actually I do,” the feisty Nancy I had known so well throughout our lives so well demanded.
I turned on my bedside lamp and literally gulped. She was wearing a tiny nightgown that was too small, old and rather worn. It was pink and had Tweety Bird on the front. It was to the point of becoming tattered and see through. And I’m embarrassed to report that I saw through. I’m ashamed to say I couldn’t get myself to look away, until Nancy noticed my eye bugging out.
“Oh!” Nancy gasped as she witnessed my astonishment. I felt her leave the edge of my bed and dash to the door. I thought she was about to leave, but she grabbed my robe that hung on a hook behind my door and put it on. She cinching it tight and then sat at my desk’s chair. “Drew, I’m so sorry! After the stress of last night I put on my oldest and most comfy nighty. I wasn’t thinking when I came up here without my robe. My mind has been churning ever since we went to bed hours ago.”
“No need to apologize,” I said and tried to give her a reassuring smile but ruined it by saying, “I just wasn’t expecting to see you with more birthday suit than bed clothes.”
She blushed, groaned and flanked her eyes with both hands in an effort to hide her face. Hoping to change the subject I said, “Why did you come up here?”
She looked at me, her embarrassment disappearing. “I couldn’t sleep, and it sounded like you were moving around. So I thought I’d ask you a few questions about the things cycling through my brain… Sorry to wake you, but you were making awful groans in your sleep.”
“No, no, like I said, I’m glad you came and also glad you rescued me from my nightmare.”
“Me rescuing you, that’s a first,” she said, with a look of fondness in her eyes. “So, you were gonna tell me about your bad dream.”
“Not much to tell. Probably the events from last night interfered with both of our sleep. I was just dreaming some guy was in your room. You two were fooling around, and then you wanted him to stop, and he wouldn’t. I was gonna make him stop when you, well, stopped me from dreaming.”
“Would this guy in your dream be Jerry?”
“How’d you know?”
“When you first woke up you asked if he was here.”
“Oh yeah, you’re right… Now your turn. What’s on your mind?”
She chewed on her lower lip for a few seconds as she studied me. Then she arose and sat on the edge of my bed. Although covered with bedsheets, I now became aware of my own state of undress. I was wearing briefs and nothing else. “Nancy, will you look toward the west wall? I want to throw a shirt and sweats on.”
She did as I asked, and I slunk out of bed and for some reason tiptoed to my dresser. I yanked a t-shirt over my head. Then I put one leg and then another in a pair of sweatpants. I turned back toward Nancy and was pulling them up my legs only to discover her staring at me.
“Nancy! I asked you to look away.”
She shrugged, aimed a coy smile at me. “You didn’t say for how long. Besides, I guess this is how two chaste people accidently play show me yours and I’ll show you mine. Now we’re even.”
“How embarrassing!”
“How do you think I felt?”
“Feel better now?”
“Forgive me but I do in fact feel better now,” she said with a satisfied grin.
“Okay, now tell me what’s on your mind.”
“Well, as you know, I’ve been reading the Bible. I’ve especially been thinking about the life of Jesus. I’ve even researched Him historically. It hit me like a ton of bricks. Jesus is a historical figure. He was God in human flesh. Wasn’t it Phillip who said show us the Father?”
“Yes.”
“And Jesus said that if you’ve seen Me, you’ve seen the Father. Anyway, the thing I can’t get passed is you telling me that I’m a virgin in God’s eyes.”
“You don’t believe me?”
“I do and I don’t,” she told me, her eyes welling with tears.
“Have you come to believe the Bible is the inspired Word of God?”
“I have.”
“Then I want to share a special passage with you,” I said, reaching for the Bible on my nightstand. I turned to 2 Corinthians and found chapter 5 and verse 17. “Therefore if anyone is in Christ he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold all things have become new.”
Nancy took the Bible from my hands and reread the text as if in awe. Then she read from verse 19. “God was in Christ reconciling the world to Himself.”
I reached over and flipped to John 6:63. “Listen to the words of Jesus. ‘It is the Spirit who gives life; the flesh profits nothing. The words that I speak to you are spirit, and they are life.’”
“I want that life,” she said eagerly.
“It’s yours for the asking,” I told her. I showed her several verses to back that up. In particular Luke 11:9-13.
“Drew,” she said with a small, vulnerable voice. “My fear of intimacy has been my biggest obstacle with you and me being, you know, romantic. I also know that your biggest obstacle with me has been me not sharing your faith. I just want you to know, I now share your faith, although it’s all so new, and I would like to be baptized… And one more thing. I know for sure that you are the one person on this planet that I no longer fear to be intimate with.”
“Does that mean you feel like you’re stuck with me?”
“Hardly,” she replied and then actually giggled! Then her face grew serious, and her eyes grew misty. “I love you more than you’ll ever know.”
“Well then I’ll spend my life trying to find out.”
I couldn’t believe it, more giggles! Then something else unusual for Nancy. She looked bashful, her face colored, and she pressed her hands between her knees. “Does that mean…?”
It occurred to me that we knew each other pretty well. So all I had to do is say “It does.”
She gave me a quick chaste kiss, and we continued conversing until the sun began to come up. When we suddenly noticed light coming through the blinds, Nancy arose with a start. “I better get back to my room before someone gets up. We wouldn’t want them to get the wrong idea.”
“Don’t worry, my dad was a musician most of his adult life. My parents aren’t early risers,” I spoke the famous last words.
Nancy stopped at my door and made a hand motion for me to turn away before she removed my robe. I heard the door open and shut. About ten seconds after she left, I arose to go use the bathroom. But as I reached for the door handle, it popped open, and Nancy flew in. Her eyes looked like they were gonna pop out of their sockets, and she held her hand over her mouth, muffling something like a scream.
“Nancy, calm down! What’s wrong?”
“You’re mom was up making coffee!”
“She was? Did she see you?”
“Yes!”
“You’re sure?”
“Positive! She looked right at me and what little is covering me.”
There was a gentle rap on my door. Then my mother spoke with an eerily calm voice. “Drew, Honey, may I speak with you?”